Real life writings

The destiny of death

Forgiving others who don't forgive you

Anti hate anti violence against gays bis and lesbians

A drug free lifestyle is the only way out of your own personal hell

if I have children and I don't know they're my children they're still my children and I love them

Overcoming racism

Not being negative towards other on and off the job

I've done things I regret but there's still hope for redemption

Anti violence against police

We need to stop holding grudges against certain people personally subliminal and out-front

We should be glad people who weren’t happy died

Life is short don't worry about running out of things to do

People expressing morbidism and how it doesn’t matter

God and state and illuminati

Sex offenders are not evil

Love and depression and the six degrees of separation

Why do people have to die because of a color they are wearing?

Idealism is the lowest for of getting your way

Brotherly love and its trials

I want to stop hate in general towards any person

Pharmaceutical companies keep people on drugs to bring in money for themselves

What we know can't be denied

I love my friends and neighbors especially my neighbors

Don’t use fear as a tool to get your way don't scare people

Keep your health in mind always

Love is friendship not a sex game

Keep an open mind for the extraordinary

Adolf Hitler is an example of how racism can get out of hand

Ignorance is the ultimate wrong to overcome

Animal rights

People with money should help the planet

I’m a mortal centered in a storm

Strategy is important

I never had to kill but some did

Try not to make fun of people

Don’t let your ego control you

Reality is ultimate

A world census of genealogy to stop inbreeding humans

We need to get our soldiers out of Iraq

Women need to stop being seen as human punching bags

Don’t believe your living someone else’s live

The prison system will go in time

There is no real gangbangers

Music is the ultimate power

Don’t betray the future people don’t inbreed

We need to get rid of all nuclear weapons

Everything has a spirit

Sympathy gets you through

Genetics explain everything

Benevolent and malevolent and genetic therapy

Music and math's opposite is life

There's always other men and women out there for you, love comes again

Lesbians and gays got it worst

Loneliness

Everything I write about will happen eventually

Don’t share DNA

Anger and relationships

Make a resolution to yourself to stop cussing

Everyone’s own happiness is unique when it happens

A united internet

What is a crush

The members of Skull & Bones can save the world

Being a music artist from south central

Something not created is just as good as something destroyed

Military Industrial Complex the mortal industry

God is the cell that was forced to give birth to the universe

Beef topic

Thinking people need to really be in charge

Would it be better to put a dog out of it’s misery if it’s being abused

Alcoholism needs to be uprooted

Explanation of how I feel

The human body can be detoxified of foreign DNA

Each cell in our body has it’s own consciousness

Bush’s influence

People are losing they’re hopes and dreams

Ideas, methods, and knowledge

If something bothers you get rid of it

Earth’s struggle gone when it is gone years from now

Death must be fought with truth on all levels

Death is the end of this life, but not time

Peace between all music artists

We need to create rebirth machines, or alter genetics

One world, one set of laws, a united world, one government

If you have a problem, fix it for good

Human rights violations need to be redeemed, but peacefully

God’s pain is no one’s victory

Mercy is another part of living, bound fully

Words are meaningless without ideas

What determines your fate is your mentality about life overall, and time travel

I can’t explain the lesson with my dad’s mom and his grandma

My definition of what the hood is to me

Peace between the two sexes equally and fairly

Always follow through with what you say

Spectrums are self murderous, That’s why I like being left alone

Our entire observer is a wormhole, plus sight.
The science and effect of mostly common and uncommon wormholes, panic attacks

Money & Power

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topics

92Learn from others who been through similar parts of life your going through now

93Try to stay free not locked up

94It's ok to fear god but it's not okay to live in total fear

95Keeping secrets can be good

96My book is about freedom of choice getting what you want. That's the
goal. Freedom of choice is very important.

97Practice deep breathing exercises

98Punishment is not by choice but it is a part of life

99We need to create trust funds for pc musicians in the future

100Eat lots of apples

101 Best to be alone if you think about it.

102When your through your through when your done your done

103Other worlds

104Empires and freedom

105Silence and sound, peace and chaos

106Being on a isolated planet

107People on psychotropic drugs need to be treated good and nice

108Everyone's own happiness is unique when it happens

109All I know is I was born from nothing literately
Minus, addition, is nothing

110Teach all you know about music

111When you have a crush make sure there’s no more unless you have to

112Record labels need to be brought down

113Global surveillance is wrong

114Worrying about someone you love

115The problem with communism is everyone was poor

116Free treatment centers need to be set up at least 100 per state

117Education over suffering in the future

118What's best for the last of the Lakota people

119It takes a lot to do good at at least one type of art

120The number thirteen is an integral part of music

121In prison sex offenders, need to be seperated from the population for they're own safety

122Peer to peer file sharing needs to be safe and clean,
Music only file sharing networks

123The music you listen to effects your dreams

125You got to trust the time you were born in

126Like all things happiness comes from god

127You live in dimensions

128Everything is always moving constantly

129What if we give signs to our old self through time travel

130Everyone is not evil equally and fairly

131Peace must be

132What to do if you did hate

133If I could look back and I did

134What do extraterrestrials have in plan for me

135For now we humans need peace one way or another

136Don't think too much in prison but when you're out enjoy the good times and stay out

137Too much of one thing is bad for you

138People shouldn't be ashamed to say they have a fulfilled sex life

139Don't believe in your dad, it's a new age

140Look at where you stand strategically in time to save your own life

142what if we're all already dead? we are.

143The spornification of mathematics and harmony set a life for us from the beginning of movement

144we will have places where supposedly mentally ill will be off pills in the future

145Bad things happen to good people

146Nothing will save me from the truth

147My destiny after this life is silence not as a human

148I wanna know what flash backs are from, Possibly related to
dejavu

150everybody's job is to maintain the world

151Time worms are secrecy, life is hard to get through to

152spectrum feedback is the now and music

153It does matter who you had sex with, who is who,
What to do if you shared DNA,
raelist religious leaders are wrong

154gas prices are exceedingly high

155congress needs to review and rewrite the law books goldenly

156The mind makes it real, for real.

157What are we going to do about the people in the city? We need to set up
move out of the hood projects.

158Respect the living as well as the dead

159Where does earth stand in universal age?

160Relationships usually fail

161The material world is the fourth dimension

162Be happy

163The science of the night the moon the sun and the dead

164Humiliation effects us cause it's the ultimate weapon
or everyone is always connected

165Mental institutions are the ghetto of the country

166What's the definition of peace achieved, when everyone is in they're
place, and no one is anyone's way.
Peace in the kingdom, hard to see but I see it.=
This would take effect if people would stay out of each other's way's.

167Imagine all the conversations males have across the world

168How long does things go on before everything starts to mess up

169Jogging is the hardest exercise

170When we're an adult we don't realize we were once a child
and when we are children we don't realize we will ever be adults

171Dreadfulness of life and does god exist

172Will people ever stop getting pissed off chemically

173Life without worry,
Everyone should stick to themselves

174We all are superstitious except a very few, I don't know how many

175Always be sorry to people who have done you wrong

176God intended for you to respect everyone's wishes

177The scene of human rights violations is massive

178What is the definition of the feeling emptiness

179There is a time for everything

180Break out of your cell

181There's lots of proof there's a heaven and hell, Let's look into this
Also look to the spiritual side

182Jews shouldn't use the bible against people, that's racist, and geniocracy

183Does the Earth have a spectrum like an atom, and is space it's outer atom

184Pain outweighs death in it's existence

185A conclusion to the passion of writing

186Drugs are a great poison, find something to replace them

187It's good to have people's piece of mind, there's a lot less edginess

188People shouldn't sue physical doctors, that is wrong on a higher level

189What would a world without religion be like

190Being a fool is what'll take you to salvation above all odds
How can time travel not effects us

191Human beings have every attribute possible

192Some things are not important

193Trust is unbelievable but it's real

194There has to be a world out there of absolute peace and no beef

195:Action:Unity of peace with strength to make a peaceful world

196Conserve your morning strength.

197Walking is bad at night and so are baths.

198Capitalistic ventures are wrong on all levels. It literately needs to be reversed.

199Do what you can against all odds, pick up somewhere.
Hang on to that little hope no matter how grim it is.

200What if our past lives determine who we are genetically, by age,
Who are you in the future

201When I finish this book I am going to live a happy life after that,
and not die, how else will I maintain

202It's not racist to stay out of another race's way

206People usually don't realize when someone's sad

207Humiliation is the backdrop of the before energy world, words
,so there for your glory is surrounded by nothing but humiliation,
That's what's wrong with the law, only when everyone is good

208we have to realize we cherish money and it does cause certain
problems

210Do spirits have ages?, yes they do, explain

211We are all fighting our own struggle and it's unique.
nobody knows everything, I mean nobody

212Religion is so powerful, it gets even god.
Religion is also history.

213Live life to it's fullest and you will be OK. Achieve and you will be
happy and safe.

214If abuse is going on with someone your raising, now is never
to late to change.

215Dreams push other dream's out of the way. That's the definition
of sad fantasy.

216 Parvati's story in Hinduism presents scientific data that the
sun brings people back to you after they die.

217When energies humiliate you, know what to do.
Alignments of knowledge in the aura's.
If you do something and really mean it and it messes up it's called slippin
trippin or you are down from ignorance.

218Winter time has it's advantages

218There is two choices, you either live life, or live in fear

219The biggest addiction in life is not accomplishing

220We all are isolation

221There's good reasons for very obnoxious and big and important things,
=time travel, survival, mind set

222We need the study's for the origins of the second dimension,
Shnagri-la, The number 33

223I was born on this planet the last two times

224The truth about Hinduism needs to be known and respected

225Rael's book the message needs to be read and studied.

226Jesus was the direct son of our alien creators

227The greed in people needs to be extinguished
A collapse of the dollar would be a lesson well taught.

228It's gonna split right down the middle eventually when it comes to
people, reasons for assassinations

229Everyone should atleast be proud of the place they live, even, if it's
the hood

2301 out of 8 humans understand how beautiful my ex fiance,
was or was like to me.
What happened to her. Oh well have faith.

231I shouldn't play broke

232If they legalize weed it would get rid of all the other drugs. That's a fact

234Without chance this world would be really scary

235There's other world's out there that can end worlds, we're not alone
universe wise. Other universes. ten dimensions

236My dad spent about 5 years in LA, before I was born That's why
I'm so good social wise, that didn't come from my mother

237My throne is no joke, times are getting better, acting my size.

238It's either stop partying or else you are not worth living
That's all I ask

239I have to make music to motivate myself to write my book.

240One day we'll look back lime our parents looked back.
That's a fake paradox

241It's gonna be a big mess theory

242SSI keeps people on payee's in assistance with pharmaceutical
companies to keep the money flowing like blood.
That's how they keep people in the system. That's they're disgusting
method.

243The negative side effects of vitamins outweigh it's benefits.
Vitamins cause panic attacks. If your having them and taking
vitamins, then stop taking vitamins.

244We all are capable of doing bad. But none carry my cross.

245I think music makes you a kid.
A dedication to Nine Inch Nails

246I'm proud of who I am, we all are.It's good

247I'm stopping my belief in a god on a cloud

248The Illuminati and laws are set very fast now.
And that's the way it's going to be.

249The Mexicans need they're own state, I believe.
They truly need our help

250We elected Obama because we are not murderers.

251Religion really screw people's head's up.

252There's going to be a religion of time traveler's, finally.
Alien life.

253Obama needs a lot of planning with his secret service.

254We should be free to workout our body's.
Medication blocks that on extreme levels. Like chlozorial
It's very sick of the psychiatrist's to push that

256The side effects of chlozorial

257The good thing about medication is that it's creating a
new slave race.

258What if we all carry our own cross that's our misery.
What if truth prevails and that brings the second coming of Christ.
They're will never be peace, or we're screwed.

259I see the same thing happening to some girls,
What happened to my ex.

260Hustling

important topics to focus on

2Find ways to cure your temper, Don't get mad, don't be angry

3How far can we possibly go in life

4Words, life, and spectrum

5Would I wanna live forever

6Women are the ones who give birth to all humans

7Government needs to be changed, instead of killing it's people, the bigger picture

9No matter what you will always be happy and free in anything

10We see emotions, our brains are built this way

11Nothing you have allows you to do anything you want

12Alcohol, the new slavery, and recovery of our civilization

13Fear is photo memory in the deepest parts of our minds

14I don't think physically abused kids ever recover

15Killing is the ultimate wrong it's the unthinkable

16life is a female ruled world

17respecting people is golden

18A lot of psychiatrist's don't know the effects of medication

21Adults shouldn't lust over kids under 18, it needs to come to stop

22For me I have to expect nothing, to get through life, I don't know about you

23From now on we have to put a stop at the source and that's how we raise our kids the right way.

24Religion is god's respect grime

25The science and effect of mostly common and uncommon wormholes
and it's relation to panic attacks

26 What if there is a next Jesus but not Jesus.
I don't like hatred and the idea of a hell then.

27Iran needs to stop it's jokingly ways over it's nuclear program

28It's best in most cases to date your own age range.

The destiny of death

There will be a day when you longer will be living. I think you will be carried away by a ship sent down from the cosmos manned by angels and your deceased loved ones. When humans die the weight of five nickels leave the body. I've seen grayish yellowish brownish whitish figures appear and disappear in front of me before. They have no expression whatsoever, it's as if they're an ectoplasmic corpse. Either way one day we will be dead. The fact that one day we will be dead comes as a grave fear to some, to a very few it is a hope their suffering will end and to some they just don't mind. Reincarnation is explained like this. When you die you become at one with the entire universe and the big bang or big fold or gravity. You travel on light till you reach that. Then you come out of the star at the end of the universe and are recycled back to human form as a baby being born. Or maybe it's before you are born. One thing that concerns me about that is overpopulation. So there for that is where karma comes into play. You can come back as anything with neurons or anything that has a brain that can contain a soul. We leave everything behind when we die, we even leave behind knowledge. We no longer know anything except what we learn again. Anyways usually I don't feel too self murderous.

Forgiving others who don't forgive you

There's no use living without forgiving people who don't forgive you. Why would you go up to someone and act and think bad about them. It's either do or die of bad health from worrying too much. That's why god sent Jesus down to show us that forgiving others is the right and only way to do things. This comes into play especially with people you really know and used to hang out with. Anyways I'm taking my stand and explaining to others that I forgive them for all they did wrong and that I will no longer do wrong all together now and forever. And that would change things. So there won't be so much worry. We have to change. We have to share money with the starving man on the street. I did not even know this until I thought about it. There are so many problems relating to this in the world today.

Anti hate anti violence against gays bis and lesbians

No one chooses what sexual orientation they choose in their life. No one says before they're born hey I want to be a girl or boy. That's why it's wrong to hate gay bisexuals or lesbians. It's even sadder when that person commits suicide from the pressure or gets brutally slain in cold blood. It has to stop and the time is now. In the beginning I was scared of homosexuals. Then I said as long as they don't hit on me. Then I started using it as a tool to hate my enemies. But I learned using it as a tool to degrade my enemies is wrong. It just causes that person and yourself more problems. When you see a female who likes both sexes you automatically start treating them like an alien. The way to handle this is to tell them I don't hate you for anything. My way is to love people and understand them. The bible is wrong when it comes to this subject. Cause till the end it bashes innocent people who never chose that kind of life. If they could change it they would but they can't so we just have to live with it. I've had male and female friends I held grudges against because they were bisexuals. But now I know not to hurt people's emotions by using that against them. So parents if your children are gay bi or lesbian just love them with all your heart they got a tough life ahead of them so they are special people.

A drug free lifestyle is the only way out of your own personal hell

Taking drugs starts off as a social event. Then it turns in to a way to keep yourself at key with your friends. It's personally destructive and socially constructive so you actually have to put yourself before others in order to quit drugs. You have to give up and leave all your social life constructs behind. Being on drugs is hell and it's a personal hell and your own willpower is the key out of the cage. There are several types of drugs. Stimulants, destructive, and hallucinogens which are also destructive. I've taken a hallucinogen once it made me scared. I've smoked lots of weed in my lifetime but that is pretty much through. But the destructive type drugs are the hallucinogens and methamphetamine. Methamphetamine is a one way trip to suicide once you start they’re no coming back to your old self. It's like being on mind medication without the mind medication. People who smoke meth have a very short temper or short fuse. Marijuana is bad if you’re trying to be successful at something. I've lost friends to meth, people who used to be special to me gone to a life in hell. And they're not the same they're just gone. Anyways all this drug stuff is started by peer pressure and can easily prevented and overcome. It's a social fling so it's socially good but personally it's very bad for you. The only way to remedy this whole situation is to accept others and tell them you love them for who they are not what they are and how they act. Then the wall comes down and you have that person back in your life.

if I have children and I don't know they're my children they're still my children and I love them

There are kids out there whose dad isn’t there for them. Having kids with a woman is all about bringing a soul into the world. Natural selection is about creating a being that can survive well in this world. And if somehow I have children, I am going to try and find them someday and be a very bold dad. I'm writing these articles to make the wrong right. And it's wrong to not love your children and just leave them even if you want nothing to do with the mother. My dad is a man and I’m proud to have a man who cares about me so much. I talk to my dad every day. Your dad is with you almost all of your life. And it might be true I could have kids and not know it. But one day I hope to meet them. And I hope to watch movies and eat pizza with them. Maybe even teach them music and all I know about it. Anyways my arms are open to my kids whenever they get older. Just had to get that fact straight. I would love to wake up and make them breakfast and cook them lunch and dinner and take them out to eat. That's what a dad is supposed to do. I would spoil my kids. If only things were good enough so that this wouldn’t be a problem. Don't worry about me I am a good person who won't run off.

Overcoming racism

I am five eighth Native American. Natives are red not black so they are born light skinned. I had full blooded natives calling me white but I've never been called white boy. So eventually from the full bloods calling me white. I started getting racist against full blooded white people. And I started calling full blooded natives inbreeds and saying they were created by incest which was wrong but. But then I being racist against Caucasians started getting me worried. Because racism just causes more problems and brings no solutions. And as a human being you can make your life so much easier by just not bringing someone's race into the conversation. It would be better if we just didn’t say what race we are and what race they are. No race will ever be dominant but as a human race we will be. It's not right for black comedians to say white this white that, in fact it's wrong. That black man is simply racist and labeled a racist until he stops white this white that. I've used racism as an excuse for bad things that happened to me. But that's over with now because racism caused me nothing but trouble. People should not mention race at all!!! But 99% of people are racist in this world and don't realize they are. Hinduism is about Indians not being racist against Aryans. This is just an example. We have Shiva the Indian god. We have Vishnu the Aryan god. And we have Brahma the Indian and Aryan god. Brahma creates, Vishnu maintains, and Shiva destroys and that's bad. So in order for a Indian to maintain and create he has to accept his very nearby Aryan neighbors. Indians and Aryans are the same blood because they're on the same continent. That's why Hindu people call they're religion Hinduism. It's the religion of they're people. Now America is a mix of all people in the world. If only we could apply the same element Hinduism applies to its people, imagine what America would be like. We would be living in a dream. Martin Luther King’s final dream. Race should never be talked about or brought up in any subject. If you want to be on the same level with someone don’t let race be an issue. Racism should be abolished.

Not being negative towards other on and off the job

People need to hold back their stress and get adjusted to a stress free lifestyle. It's a chain reaction like dominoes when someone takes their anger out on someone. One person hurts someone then that person hurts three then that three hurts twelve and it just manifests. So you see one person's anger can cause a whole lot of problems. Being nice is one thing that sure makes things work easier. First thing we have to do is care and realize what's good and what's not good and figure out what different people like. If we shared space and our time with our enemies then we could open up doors. And we can't use strong words all the time because they hurt the ears and you can't use strong words back like shut up because that just worsens the entire situation. You should say could you please not say that. Don't hurt that person don't let anger manifest cause it spreads like communication. This is especially true when people are on the job working. The day would go by smoother if people were nice. As a society we need to reduce the stress levels in people to a point where there's no stress it can be done. On the job people need to apply not using strong words especially managers because they do all the talking. And the workers the same. You need to purge your stress first then make sure you don't cause others stress

I've done things I regret but there's still hope for redemption

I've done things in the past that I will never do again because the things I done were wrong. I've made rap music that was racist and homophobic. I've called my friends fagats. I also lost some friends because I mistreated them and wish I was still friends with them. I have to make up for what I did wrong and become friends with those people again. I get a bad feeling in my belly just writing and thinking about the subject. I've said the F word and then you to friends before and I wish I could have just not did that, nothing can change that, that is why there is no such thing as a time traveling machine. That is why we have to be careful with what we do cause we can not travel back and change it. We can redeem ourselves and that is by changing our lives around and doing good for yourself and others so that bad feeling in your stomach goes away. And I've had friends in the ghetto who've shot, stabbed and killed people. They've ripped people off by robbing them and burglarizing them. I've burglarized a few people and I felt horrible about it. I've had friends who brutalized people and almost killed them in that person's own home. I've called obese people fat and believe me that is one of the meanest things you can do. So I am pulling myself out of this and getting my old self back. I want to be a good person and not hurt people anymore, and I've slammed my friend’s on their heads and I regret ever doing that. I hope to be forgiven for all the stupid things I've done. I've done many bad things but it's only the driving force for my craft on this road to redemption. I don't ever want to get killed over something I've done, so my art especially my rap has changed since my regret started really kicked in.

Anti violence against police

I think police need to stop being seen as a punching bag. Rappers are so phobic when it comes to police and the rappers cause they're listeners to have more of a disregard for a police officers life. Cops shouldn’t be bashed because they shoot crack dealers who draw guns on them. The crack dealer needs to stop his very sick and dirty way of making money. This is what we call war in the streets. Police and crack are arch enemies. No rapper should make, selling crack seem like it's really good. Crack dealing is the bloodiest game you can play living the street life. My dad and my aunt and her kids were all smoking crack. That'll be the day when crack is off the street and no one is addicted anymore. It's the innocent cops who get corrupted and killed in the crack game. Rappers need to stop making excuses for doing bad and selling crack, crack just makes you a germ in society. Even our president snorted cocaine before. Cocaine affects almost everyone in the United States. I've even made a rap song that was calling cops animals and it was a very sick and morbid song. It caused me a lot of regret releasing that song. So many rappers have made songs about police and made police they’re enemies and they don't need that. I've made that very grave mistake. My music is being cleaned up and washed so I don't have to worry about record labels not releasing music that incites hate against anybody. Anyways killing cops isn’t cool and it needs to stop and rappers need to realize their past is something they need to redeem themselves from and conceive that killing cops ain't cool. I hope no one holds a grudge against me because some police officer got his cap peeled. I've heard of people setting up undercover cops and murdering them because they stepped on they’re crack game's foot.

We need to stop holding grudges against certain people personally subliminal and out-front

We can't treat a certain person mean because you think it should be that way. We need to not let bad things that happened in the past effect our social life. People shouldn’t say this person is before you because I'm holding a grudge against you. We need to forgive and forget the wrong some person did and treat everyone equal. No person should be treated with disrespect cause personally by anybody for a reason that's not really a reason. People who have the power to cause a person discomfort and causes that person discomfort because they think that person is going to lower they’re ego, have something wrong with them because that behavior is really childish. It needs to stop and people need to be responsible. Eventually it will get to a breaking point and that person will go all out with a gun or something. People need to love each other and remedy the situation. This world hasn’t caught the love virus yet but I can tell you a love virus is on its way. Grudges are nothing to keep holding against your co worker, colleagues, friends, or people you work for. We can't put others in front of others it just is not fair. All people should be treated equal. I'm not saying redistribution of wealth is an idea we should follow. I'm saying people should love each other, no matter what they did to each other, equally and fairly. No one should use the past against someone to hurt them. I know it's hard to let go but we need to stop this and stop abusing power.

We should be glad people who weren’t happy died

Some people are living life going through a lot of suffering. Even though someone may love that person, the suffering is a greater factor in the equation. People should actually celebrate that person's death. And people have no reason to kill themselves over people unless they're plunged into bipolar manic depression. But I understand if someone is in a lot of fear and it's causing them to be very sick and they commit suicide, that's ok. I feel happy for that person and hope they are in a better place now. Fear is the number one reason people commit suicide. And people who live life suffering from cancer or diseases and they finally pass on. We should feel good for those people because they never hardly enjoyed life. My uncle and my great uncle just recently died but now I am going to stop crying for them and just be happy, because they are in not so much pain anymore. My uncle would cry and it sounded like he was hurting really really bad. It just made me feel bad hearing him cry from his hangovers. And my great uncle is doing better now because when I knew him he was suffering from a heart condition and was going through a lot of serious pain inside his chest. I understand that they are better now and am not going to shed any more tears. Life is good until you start suffering mentally or physically. Even some cases of suicide should be looked upon as a good thing if that person was in bad shape. And crying for a person most of the time is wrong cause that's called being unhappy for the deceased. They'rs really no need to cry for a person who wanted to die cause of their suffering

Life is short don't worry about running out of things to do

There is an infinite number of things to keep you occupied in this world. So don't worry about getting bored or running out of things to do because that will never happen. Life is what you make of it. And just don't worry about running out of work cause you should indulge in your arts as much as possible. Life is very short and we live 100 years to the max, so imagine how little amount of time you have to learn about the entire universe. There are so many wonderful things in this world to learn about and so little time to do it in. So just enjoy yourself and kick back and watch a movie, or listen to your favorite music, read a book, cruise the internet, cruise your car, chat with your friend. The fact is life is full of so many wonderful things and you have to just do stuff in order to be happy. So indulge in the wonders of life and bathe yourself in the light it has to offer. Life itself is just a game of your mind playing tricks on you going out and in with the learning path. We don't have to play that game and it would be better to do whatever makes you happy that is just a private activity and just for yourself. We don't know that we are infinite learning machines and can figure out that we can't learn everything, so don't worry about running out of being happy. Happiness is something that always comes around no matter how bad of a mood you get in. No matter what we're always happy again and our extreme levels of happiness come from learning about things. The fact is people should just be happy till they die, and that's the way it should be.

People expressing morbidism and how it doesn’t matter

Some people will act like they're choking and scare other people. They will cry wolf in a morbid way and be playing a very weird joke. People do this for attention because they don't get any attention. Girls will put on the impression that they're going to be sexually involved with other men to some men just to get the guy's sympathy but what they really don't know is they're detracting that guy's attention away by making him think she's hopeless. But these jokes shouldn’t be seen as a shock and an expression of horror. People should put on they’re thinking caps and realize that person is not really doing bad, in fact that person is alive and well. It doesn’t matter if some kid is running around with a toy knife with fake blood on it chasing another kid around. The fact is that knife and the blood is faker. Or if you see a doll with its head melted off. Or people on the street that are dressed in all red latex. We just have to understand past the seemingly realistic illusion the person is putting on and their ignorance and how it's affecting you and not act in a way that displeases the person acting the illusion of morbid horror. If you tell a girl who is acting this way, you ignoring me is making me think you and me won't have a faithful relationship and I’m ready to leave. These kinds of things are just jolting more or less and we lose less than we believe, we have to remember they're crying wolf and especially it's just and illusion. Well anyways if I see someone putting on an illusion I'm going to say hey stop that, and that's it.

God and state and illuminati

Okay for this section I'm going to be as truthful as possible. When I've asked the question can you feel the music I am listening to with my mp3 player and headphones, the reply I got was yes. So therefore I have the power of transmitting thought. It could be shape, beat, math, and spectrum cause those are the four elements of music. Now god and state. People have power because they have influence and that is they’re entire power. Now it's the person's job whoever is there to do what that person's influence is going to cause them to do. You see this is how power works in the state. Laws and council is what make a state a state. What happens in the state usually stays in the state. Illuminati is not a type of social structure it's a type of social event. That is part of the workings of state and country. A country is just a larger social system that involves one, two or more members from every state. Now illuminati is just national security protecting everyone from themselves. National security is when the council’s highest member gets a phone call asking permission to stop someone from getting arrested to prevent some kind of social disaster. It's a way of extending the law. Illuminati don't matter and it's corruption shouldn’t be worried about, cause not worrying about it is not going to result in your murder. Illuminati don't matter. Just look at it as the most massive social movement that occurs in America.

Sex offenders are not evil

First off I would like to say some sex offenders are the way they are because it's hereditary or they have it in they're DNA. Rapists, child molesters, and child rapists are not evil or bad people. Usually when someone commits a crime like this it's because of drugs or alcohol. Drugs and alcohol cause a person to think twisted and after the drug or alcohol wears off those people are good people again. People aren’t evil, drugs and alcohol are, so drugs and alcohol need to be abolished all together. More treatment centers need to be set up and more attention focused on getting people off drugs. And we need to see past these crimes these people committed and focus on the true evil which is drug and alcohol addiction. There is no real evil involved because evil is described as a person who is bad and can't do good. Drugs have caused enough damage to our society and it's time all drug use stops. The internet needs some changes made too it to certain programs need to be shutdown, cause there is people out there who’s minds are twisted from drug use sharing child pornography. When someone is off drugs and god rest my soul, when everyone is off all drugs all together in the whole world. We will see the abolishment of prisons, mental hospitals, and see very high advancements in the education system. The bible is wrong because it says god has forsaken this world and heaven is our only hope. Wait till everyone in this world is sober and believe me all forms of drugs will be gone and we will live in a sane happy world. Drugs and alcohol twist and bend our thoughts so we are mentally deranged. I'm saying anyone who uses drugs and alcohol is insane, they just hide in secret till they hurt someone.

Love and depression and the six degrees of separation

People fall in love but usually that person always has someone else on they’re mind that they were with before. See one girl who loves no one falls in love with a guy who just got out of a really great relationship. So in turn they are not really in love as much as they should be. They’re is a whole web of people in this world who have this problem. There are a lot of people who just lay there and think about someone while that someone is just trying to get over the relationship. It could be because of respect or power or anything that person wants from that significant other, Some people are in a situation with the mob or someone famous so they can never bring they’re situation to light. So they would murder just to get out of the rut they are in. These problems exist all over the world and it's usually something that is not under our control that causes these things to happen. The only way out is just to keep the relationship a secret. And secrets can be carried to the grave. Man, even death is turning your life into a secret. We don't have many years to live so it isn’t that hard. Now why people are depressed is because they have two people on they’re mind and that can be very very scary, that's why marriage is so great cause it cuts all ties to your significant others. Some women think that just because someone liked them that they are meant to be. These women need to understand that some people are just trying to settle down and just want one person in their life. It's hard to have just one girlfriend and that's a fact. But when it breaks down to just one girlfriend or you get married I suggest you keep it that way.

Why do people have to die because of a color they are wearing?

You know what, almost every day some 12 year old boy gets brutally shot or stabbed because he went outside his house wearing a red or blue piece of clothing. How can people live happy lives if going outside their front door is going to get them killed? Gangbanging is when a group of youngsters get together and call themselves a family and protects each other and by telling themselves from the other gang they go by colors and gang signs. It's all about beef and most people in the city can't settle the beef because someone is always starting some trouble with a bunch of other people. And sometimes some little person will be walking down the street and he will get shot in the head for wearing a red shirt. I'm even scared to wear colors because I may get shot for wearing them. Gangs exist everywhere in America. Most of my friends are in gangs but they don't wear the colors because they know the consequences. How can something as simple as colors send you to your grave, the answer is because a lot of people are in gangs. I would not want to die because of something as stupid as wearing a color. People are losing they’re best friends and the only reason that happens is because they’re friend was wearing a color. At the funeral they ask why this person or usually kid died and the only answer is because they were wearing a certain color. Life is too precious and nowadays it seems worth even less cause all the gangbanging going on. I think about that all the time, like what if I get shot for wearing red. Imagine what all the people in the ghettos have to go through everyday. Kids need to understand that gangbanging is taking lives everyday and it needs to stop sooner or later because eventually it has to. Gangbanging isn’t good.

Idealism is the lowest form of getting your way

Say you’re having a conversation with your parents and your family. And someone in the conversation starts forming ideas and makes you forcibly think something is wrong and they keep stacking ideas to support how bad something or someone is when there is good in it. Or they act like you’re just stupid and keep stacking ideas to support their claim. I think that is narrowing your mind down to make you do something that person wants. That is called idealism and rarely do you meet someone who doesn’t use this form of socializing when you talk to them. Some people will put themselves above others and make things complicated by making an idea planted in the middle of an entire conversation. Or someone will leave out important facts and put in a staging like saying she cheated on him and leave a moment of silence and leave out all the important facts that make the center of the topic good. That's called implanting a seed of resentment for that person who is being talked about. We need to tell the truth more and stop making a joke out of people's lives. People are more precious than we take them to be and when one person falls the system starts to lose its inner support and more people start falling. So people should tell the whole truth and nothing but the truth instead of snipping the story up so it comes out inciting hate. Well this is a problem that can be fixed by watching yourself and seeing if you twist the truth around without lying. You don't have to lie to be an idealist. All you got to do is watch yourself and see if you try to get your way by not fessing up the truth. It's especially wrong when someone uses idealism just to get what they want.

Brotherly love and its trials

I grew up with a brother that was 11 months younger than me and I was really protective of him. I remember my brother made another kid mad and I whipped the kid who my brother made mad with a metal hanger to protect my brother. I kind of went over the top with protecting my brother because it got me in trouble. My brother said something about another kid's dead brother and the dead kid's brother beat my brother up. Two things happened from that I kind of lost it and I learned that my brother doesn’t understand brotherly love too well. You especially don't make fun of someone's dead brother when you have a brother yourself. I learned that a brother will help you in a time of need from seeing what I did. When I saw my brother get beat up I knew I would never be the same, I felt like finding the person who beat him up and asking him why he did that. And from that moment on I was really pissed off inside. Then one day my grandma sent me to an institution because I just wasn’t being myself. So they finally put me on medication and that calmed me down. And from that point on I kept my cool and still got to visit my brother regularly. It's so amazing that I cared that much for my brother and still do. Me and my brother still really get along even though sometimes I would push him or hit him. But if I saw someone else hit him I would flip. As long as my brother is healthy I am happy and have no problems with my anger. But no matter what I am still going to love my brother to the fullest. So brotherly love can cause your life to go into a downward spiral but yet your love for your brother gets you through. The thing to do if your brother gets beat up is to try to find out how come he got beat up so you don't lose your mind thinking someone just tried to kill him.

I want to stop hate in general towards any person

If everyone let go of they’re hate towards other people things would seem very strangely good. If no one hurt another person and abused another person because of they’re feelings this world would see a very good day. I remember one of my friends kept treating me very mean and wouldn’t stop and still hasn’t stopped to this day. And some people just lose they’re temper. Some people just don't care for other people and hurt other people because they can't show love for that person. Everyone needs to stop hating people because that is the common word for racism, sexism, violence, and so many other things that are bad in this world. Hating someone will put you back so far in life because it's just wrong even if that person has done something very bad. We need to make this a world worth living in and not a world that we want to die in. We need to hold each other's hands and pull all of each other out of this hell. and I've hated someone before in my music, well several people and it got me real bad feelings like I did something really bad. If we could offer the people we have problems with some kind of measure of peace and keep doing that maybe those feelings of hate would subside. We don't want to die and have those kind of feelings carried to the grave. Hate needs to stop especially in the music industry and I’m a producer so I am going to pick up my weapon and fight hate with love. And that means a whole lot of songs will lose they’re audience cause what's the use listening to something that stirs up your negative emotions. I used to be happy that I can hate now I don't even dare think about it anymore. I've hated relatives of mine and now I try to think more highly of them because some people can't help but be unhappy for now anyways.

Pharmaceutical companies keep people on drugs to bring in money for themselves

There is a system set up where pharmaceutical company ceo's control a whole network of people with money. There are people on drugs called medication for the mind. The psychiatric doctors can't take them off the drugs or else they get in trouble by the mental hospitals. The mental hospitals are run by people who are under the thumb of ceo's of psychotropic drug companies. And these companies are killing people for money. There is major human rights violations going on here and it's all happening because money is that important to these people. People are dying slow deaths from psychosis and there is no one to help them because money is so important to these ceo's who are making a living off hurting people. It's sick and one day it is going to stop. The only way to explain why this goes on is because money is the factor in this whole game. People won't tell the truth because they will lose they’re jobs and the greater parties don't care because the greed is overwhelming. Now how are we going to stop the killing of people for money is by letting people know the honest truth? And we're going to free all these people by making music, movies, and books about what is really going on. It's weird because the psychotropic drug problem is contributing to the illegal narcotics problem, and the face of the beast is hard to see, it's not the civilians who are the problem. It's the pharmaceutical companies overwhelming greed that is in the way and until we remove that we have to deal with people who are living a life of hell for no reason. So let's get to letting everyone know the truth.

What we know can't be denied

Your brain's consciousness is layered and some things you are sure of and some things you deny but still know are true because some of the deeper layers of consciousness know they are. Your subconscious is very hard to think from but it also is a part of life because we evolved it through generations to not let us know certain things to keep us safe. Is god real? Yes he is but we don't know it out-front, but true scientists say there is a god. What we know is simply what we know and we educate ourselves naturally just by living life, that’s how come it's true that an internet junkie may know more than a person with a master's degree. That means a person who is 18 and has watched the news and has talked with people for years may be an adult now, because his subconscious has knowledge that will make him powerful enough to change the world. Me as a person I am more of a fighter, I am fast and a quick thinker so that gives me the rank of strategist. I'm a strategist not a person who is a soldier or a grunt. I'd be better off as a leader. I'm saying that when you learn, your changing things, it's done in giant and small leaps. That's why you know what you are just because you've seen it. And when put under hypnosis the mind goes into such a state that that the person hypnotizing you can play you like a movie and still reason with you and, your entire consciousness is unlocked and you’re not kept away from it. People believe what they know and if you have knowledge on your side when caught is a disagreement then eventually that person agrees with you. We can't say there is no other life in the universe because we are not sure but some where we know there is, well I just wanted to point out what is going on. And that people have way more potential than they think. What we know is there in your brain and it can't be ignored.

I love my friends and neighbors especially my neighbors

I love my neighbors especially because I have to. There is something wrong when you don't give love to the ones that need it. You can feel them crying out to you just by looking at them. But it's tough helping neglected people out. All you have to do is open your heart like Jesus Christ did and like the picture showing Jesus with his heart open to all the children of god. They are not trying to blame they are trying to see that they are not going insane. I almost broke down and cried when I read about this organization who spoke out against hate. I tried to hold back the tears but one came out cause I realized how much hate has damaged our lives from school shootings to straight out murders that were very brutal cause they were done out of hate. I was in the city that I used to live in visiting for as couple of days and saw a black kid and a white kid hanging out together it made me feel good and then I was halfway to crying after I got out of the city and really thought about the anti racism going on there. These weren’t tears of sadness they were tears of joy from overwhelming emotion. I love my neighbors. And now that I think about it, love and open your heart and your fears will evolve into joy. Don't be afraid of fear because it's your calling in your heart that it should be open. It's in your hands all you got to do is look and grasp onto the thing that can change your feelings. Don't let fear fly we are in a real world and we should believe that opening our eyes is the right thing to do man.

Don’t use fear as a tool to get your way don't scare people

Don't do things to try and scare people, like making them think something is evil just because you want them to believe you are something you're not. People will try and scare you because they want to beat you down into submission just to make you think they're special. Doctors who treat mentally ill patients will use fear as a tool to get they’re way. Rappers even try to scare people by saying they are doing things, to be on top, that would generally kill somebody. Some rappers and musicians claim they are god and say they have qualities of Jehovah and side the qualities up with they’re true qualities. That's called ego trouble and because of they’re ego, they want to keep people in fear and want to keep scaring people. Some people just scare people because they don't like them or because they want to feel superior to that person. Some people get scared and scare other people who never did anything wrong. Some people just do things that are plain and simply scary and the way to stop this is to vent your stress. If people vent they’re stress they wouldn’t scream to get they’re way. Now the main thing that scares someone most is when someone really low leveled wants to be on a higher level and just does something that seems self explosive and takes everyone down with them. People need to love even if it is hard to and not damage other people's thoughts and feelings. When you scare someone you damage them and it is assault and it's going to stop someday. The artists need to stop trying to scare people making others think they are true immortals because they simply just have big egos. All that matters and what is true and it is what goes down in the history books, now do you want to go down as a nutcase who thought he was god. After the history books are written we will see who is really what.

Keep your health in mind always

It's really good to have habits like drinking green teas and herbal teas because these teas are really good for you. And to always watch what you eat on some level just so you don't eat everything you come across. Also it’s a good idea to buy as few books about health so that way you can become an expert right off the bat. It's also a good idea to have some form of exercise if you haven’t exercised in a long time. Break dancing is a good form of exercising because it exercises every muscle in your body and it's not boring. But what you really have to watch is your food and drink intake. Cranberry juice is really really good for you and it's tasty. Never forget your health because when your health fails you fail. Always be sure to manage your habits and try too cut out habits like smoking cigarettes and drinking pop. Remember that in order for you to do things you have to be in good health first. In order to quit drugs you must be sure you’re in good health to maintain a drug free lifestyle. The reason I am putting health in this book is because most people don't think of health at all. People can maintain their health really easy and they can do that by thinking about it more and studying it more. It doesn’t take exercise to keep yourself healthy or a diet, just have to add some things to your diet. I remember when I hit rock bottom mental and physical health wise. I would drink chamomile tea and it would relieve some of the stress. This is more of a topic about herbal and green teas but that's good. No matter what trouble you are having just drink some chamomile flower tea and all your stress will be reduced. Trust me this topic is necessary and universal to all life in the universe.

Love is friendship not a sex game

Love is about being friends. What you'll do for someone and what that someone will do for you. It's not about jealousy and being non content and bad thoughts like that. What you are looking for in a person that you have sexual relationships with is a best friend. That's what it's supposed to be like. Just a friend like all your other friends. Never get friendship mixed with sex because sex doesn’t mean something like friendship. And if you have an ex-girlfriend having sex with her new boyfriend, keep in mind the love they have for each other. And it isn’t a game of jealousy no matter what the female thinks or the male. As a race we could do a lot better at this and be more friendly and not have a sex game hanging over our heads. What I am saying is that sex games are keeping people from loving each other. I've been there where I know this girl I like is with some man and wondering is she is being sexually involved and it played mind games with me then it ruined the friendship. I started making fun of the girl and eventually things just broke down. Don't let that happen to you because it causes a lot of bad feelings that are just hard to shake. This is one of the things I've done that I regret because that girl kind of never forgave me for making fun of her until recently. Sex has no meaning nor does it make someone good or bad it simply has no meaning just bondage. And the people who do have sex are really really good friends, usually best friends. So don't put any couple down because they got a friendship that is very special and is near pure joy for them. Remember love is the feeling that comes from friendship, sex means nothing it's just bondage.

Keep an open mind for the extraordinary

You know therefore you know. You must always keep an open mind to things that are beyond our comprehension. Like what if there were two of you, one that exists at one with the universe and one that exists in the now. But the one that exists at one with the universe is just a mindless indestructible shell. Or what about life on other planets it's very possible that it does exist, and probably does. Or what if stars have invisible walls around them to keep out alien frequencies of light and sound. Or what if humans and the equilibrium is one, because each element on the table of elements has different properties. What if some elements have telekinetic attributes. Or what if one man can cause trouble for the entire world and we all have to look to that one man and say wow low look at how much beef he caused. Or what if they’re really is a